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-our friendship to last? ♥
-Birthday this year w him.
-Do well in sec 3.
-Shopping Spree at FOVERER 21, COTTON ON and Topshop.
-sunsets with you at Bedok R.
-Clique neos and outings.
-Everything on a girl's wishlist.
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Friendships.

Afflin
Adrian
Alena
Amanda❤
Ayu

Bryan

Caleb
Charlotte❤
Chelsia

Dawn
Diane
Dorothy

Erica
Eunice
Esther

Farisah
Ferland

Gina :D
Gary
Genevieve

Hairany
HuiYing

Jaime❤
Janene
Jasmine
JiaLe
JiaYing
JoeyAng
Jolyn
Joy
June
JunTing

Kayxi
KC ODAC♥♥
Kimberlyn :D
Khaliesah
Kristie

Leona

Marcus C
Marcus X
Marilyn

Nadia❤
NgYing
Noreen
Nicholas

QiaoYu

RachelH❤

Sabrina
Sandra
Sean
Shakira
ShiMin
Shuen-Ler
Silin
Skye :D
Sonia❤
Symone

Tifflin❤

XingWen :D

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October 2009

Saturday, May 30, 2009 - 8:35 PM

Yet It Feels So Real.
KC Family Day today! hahahaha suppost to reach school at 8 but i reach at 8 plus. haha cos Amanda told me say won't mark attendance one lurhh. Reach school went to find Jaime all den blahblah blah. ate Subway, nachos, and BEN & JERRY'S!! omg chocolate fudge brownie rock to the total max core!!! Went to play human spear with Kimberlyn and obviously i was going crazy when playing. it make me darm hyper lurhh. hahahaha photos taken some veh veh unglam. LOL. but it was one word. CRAZY! camwhore as usual. obviously must camwhore right!!! hahahaha. den went haunted house with Jaime, Amanda, XingWen and Althea. Tifflin left when we queue halfway as she got ncdcc. den she din go in with us D: hahaha the whole way inside the haunted hose was screaming in mostly rachel's ear. :X as she was in front of me. den somemore go in must tie hand so i keep holding on to Amanda's belt. hahaha some people came out crying den i was abt to freak out before going in den after playing find it veh veh fun. hahaha if got time wanted to go again :D den went Parkway fer awhile with amnda and her friend kailu. walk around den back to school. and fuck lurhh before we left forget to mark attendence!! Arhhh! i want my cip points lehh . i'm veh veh tired now. still got a lot more photos but other time den post or maybe post on facebook? idk lurhh . daddy just left home to go fer the sundown Marthon. hahaha its mid night running. good luck daddy! :D















BYEBYE, love!

honey with your sweet smile, take me to your candy shop.



Thursday, May 28, 2009 - 5:26 PM

I Don't Want It To Be Like This.
today had photo taking in school. Both class and CCA photo. hahahahas, during the class photo my fringe was kinda like screw up okayxz. D: sat at the back with Jaime and Tifflin and i played DJ max fer 3 periods. heh ! fun lehh and no one is stopping me maybe becos its after exam alr. Went to the hall again -.- and wth lurhh tmr have to like sit in the seriously fcking small hall fer 2 hours?!?!?! wth is this? okay stayed back in school to take cca photo. waited and waited. hahaahaha we all was like planing wad to do fer the fun shot. LOL! then after photo taking went to ICC with Collette, Kimberlyn, Charlotte, Tracy, Sonya and ShiMei. wahhlauu sec 4s so good dun have to go fer DB training and suffer anymore -.- took a photo and paste it up there.. and hope tmr dont have to long run, its darm tiring okayxzxzx.!!! like ytd ran fer like 5km okay idk but its under the hot sun den i was getting veh veh seriously pekcek as like so hot still must run so long and say what becos IJ TP is there so must like be far far away from them ?! watever it is.. this time we must get GOLD MEDAL! yay! yay! can feel it alr. hahahahs.
BYEBYE, love!

its been long since we talked. idk what to do but the only thing i know is that i'm on the verge on giving up. It just feels weird to be like this. i dont want it to be like this, give me my all time wish.


Tuesday, May 26, 2009 - 8:42 PM

So Near, But Yet Unreachable.
Slack day at school. Free periods almost whole day and was in the hall after recess till end of school. zomg, my leg darm pain lurhh like stretch also cannot D: me and Jaime went to sit at 204 there. hahahahas then when teacher walk pass we bend down cos later kena caught. hahahas sleep during the last 2 periods in the hall. wahhlauu darm pekcek lehh my head keep like falling left and rght !!!!!!! then my AhMah Charlotte woke me up -.- i seriously getting sick of too many free periods. -.- after school bused home. din feel like going out. talked a lot to Sandra on bus. hahahahas, so long never like talk to her alone liao. Since last yearr.
at first you 2 were bitches. Now, you 2 are sluts.

it does not seems to be the outcome i wanted it to be, i seems to be losing intrest but is that a good or bad thing? idk whats the best to do. all i'll do now is to just follow my heart, no matter how it will turn out. i've given my best.


Monday, May 25, 2009 - 5:23 PM

Awaiting For Your Love.
Hellooooooooooo! wahhh, today had many many free periods as most of our paper given back liao marh. YAY! YAY! gotten A fer lit! hahahahahaha. after school T3 with Jaime and KayXi. went there to eat and slack. i seriously hate the feeling of slacking. i dont understand why he can slack amost everyday!?!?!?! maybe i just dont understand. okay okay no mood to post starting to get veh veh sian of posting and darm it lurhh blogger have problem my photo cannot upload. knn. -.- i feel veh veh pekcek now !! arhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
BYEBYE! (L)

there seems to be something stopping me from being close with you? idk what but i'll find out anyway in my heart there will always be a place fer to fill up empty-ness.


Saturday, May 23, 2009 - 7:54 PM

You Found Out.

YOYOYO! today morning i actually went fer training. HAHA. morning was darm tired, did not even felt like going but morning sms Kimberlyn so went lurr. meet her in BUS 16. i think we was late. LOL!! Wahhlaau had stupid cramps when rowing -.- so mr J kinda like let me rest in the boat fer awhile. then i paddle again. hahaha today's dragonboat was quite fun and kena splash by esther. hahahas, when you see her seroius paddle is really hardcore okayxzxz. okok so i din have to run today :D After training went to old airport road to eat with Collette, Kimberlyn, Charlotte and Dainty. den bused to IKEA, dianty din go. so we went there then camwhore a bit with Char and Kim.. bourght DB seat and den was playing around there. hahahahas, we hide from the sec 1s as they were there also :D den went to eat sauggse bread. while eating created the ODAC FAMILY TREE. hahahaha its darm retarted i swear. cannot put here cos got some only we all can see. 7 sec 2s, 3 sec 3s in the family tree :D okayy today i took 45 mins to blogged this as was talking to many people on msn and Esther called den followed by Collette. so yea could not really concentrade on blogging.
ESTHER LING! chill lur you! dun get so pekcek over this kind of people, its really not worth it okayxzxz. hahahas, remember me can liao :D heh. and i think QQ will look darm funny cooking. LOL! love you larhxzs. (:

I LOVE MY ODAC FAMILY TREE (L)
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~


Friday, May 22, 2009 - 10:15 PM

With You Around, Everything Is Going As Plan.
Yo people :D today training resume again but this time was not beloved canoeing but stupid dragonboat -.- i seriously hate it lur!! hahas today i like go there slack. serious. me and joey sat at the back of the boat and Mr J like wanna let us try the control direction thing so we just sat in the boat and relaxxx. hahas HuiYing sure got power to control the directions thing. hehehehehehe.
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Morning first 2 periods go sch and sec 2s had games? so the teacher was like 10 people from each class come out. So amanda thought was some lame thing. so she did not allowed me and Jaime to go there -.- end up those people there get to play inter-class games and we had breeze walking fer 1 HOUR?!?!?!?! but talk a lot to Jaime. its been long since we last heartalk :D den after that went to the Hall to watch some retarted movie -.- me, Jaime , Tifflin sleep in the hall :X LOL! got back Science, Chinese and History paper today. and suprisingly i pass history, i totally flunk the paper lur and still can pass?! hahas quite funny lehh. YAY! Chinese is and A!!!! iloveit lur.(: okok after training went to KFC with Collette, Kimberlyn, Charlotte, Tracy, Joey and Sylvia. den bused home. wahhlauu tmr still got DB training. @%$&^$*%^%#$%#^&%. Was think weather to skip anot and i know some people sure kill me one. so i'll just go and must reach Kallang by 7.30?!?!?!? hahahas i not gonna care if late or what. seriously.
BYEBYE, love !
arghhh, fianlly you're back! (: thanks fer making me happy again.... you're the bestest of the bestesr. (L)


Thursday, May 21, 2009 - 8:44 PM

WHEN YOU'RE NOT AROUND.
today got back English, Maths and Art results . was veh veh dissapointed in my maths results as i was veh much hoping fer an A1! an resulting my paper 2 pull me down and i nearly failed it D: but lucky paper 1 still okayx.
English : 59
Maths: 65
Art: 50 (-.-)
all the marks have not count in the overall some may be higher and so i just hope maths and english can get 70 above. Art i dun care liao lur as i really has no intrest in it D: tmr getting back Science, Chinese, History. hope my Science and Chinese can be veh veh good. but fer History if i pass i think i'll end up laughing my ass out. so yea. After school went to TM. weather very hot so cabbed there. Went to eat pizza hut. walk around den went to Tampines 1. Sonia and Rachel went to get some magazine so me, Amanda and Nadia walk around. Bused home with Amanda sweetass :D by pass Bedok Reservior and think abt the fun we use to have there. and so thats my day. (:

i shall just say since ytd i feel weird. the presence of you not online is weird. i use to look forward to going online but maybe not fer now.
BYEBYE, love.


Tuesday, May 19, 2009 - 9:47 PM

Heyy, today out with Bernadette, Amanda, Jaime, Tifflin and Sandra. meet at bedok inter first den train-ed to FarEast. Went to Gratffi Cafe to eat den went camwhore and shop around. Din buy anythink -.- Walk around until sian den went to weelock building the toilet den saw Cheng Li Ping and Lin Xiang Ping the 2 mediacorp artise there. Wah, they really very pretty in real leh. Train to Bugis to take neoprints and camwhore again :D on the way back me and bern saw this crazy uncle keep looking maybe becos we laugh too loud but he darm *&^%#%$#$%@ keep turning back. -.- den camwhore a bit on the bus and talk (: ok, very tired alr shall stop here. i still havenn get the photos frm Bern yet. but some of the photos are alr posted on amanda's blog.
so yea.

BYEBYE, love.


Monday, May 18, 2009 - 7:09 PM

K2 buddies :D
collette's hse the on top^^
No exam today. so din go school :D instead went to Bedok Reservior to run with Collette and Kimberlyn :D like i said bedok reservior is like my second home, even theres no training we still go there. After running, realise that joey and esther was also there but we din meet. Tampines after that. it was before 10 so most of the shops haven open so walk around tampines thinking go where to eat. LOL!! so in the end went macs again :X okok fat alr must run more. hahahahahahahahs :D then tampines 1 was waiting fer more than words to open so Collette can punch carebears :X lol. den we stayed inside fer darm longgggg. and collette left first as she has to go somewhere later. so me and kimberlyn waited fer acrade to open. wasted 5 bucks on some stupid neoprints. -.- darm ugly, the effect also not nice -.- den went home.

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just now was having dinner when some irritating bees flew into my house!!! i scream okayxzxz! but not that loud. very very gross and jaime i know what you mean by veggie coming out from yer nose. LOL! hehehehehehee cant wait fer 2moro's clique outing :D i so gonna camwhore like siao until the camera memory bomb. :D talking to Amanda, Jaime, Kimberlyn, Charlotte and someone. hehehehe. yes yes bern every step we take we must camwhore. thats so crazy. lol. and on the bus nobody somemore! (L) YAY!
love,
JOLENE (:


Saturday, May 16, 2009 - 1:00 PM


Went fer running this morning again (: hahahas it was a last minute decision. so ran 4.3km again, today i feel darm sian so run slowly. after running wanted to say hi to coach but tpjc din train today :/ i seriously miss canoeing. why cant coach just let us row?!?! went macs to eat :X hahahaha got no upcoming compertition so can what (: Since exams are over so went around the 3 shopping centers shopping and in the end only bourght this big LOVE notebook to write my feeling down :D then collette bourght her ear piece. then slack around then went home.


ytd went Collette's hse after oral with Charlotte, Tracy, Khali ! went there played the game of life, monopoly, wc taiti. (L) all of common games :D heh. then at 4 plus was hungry so we went to cooooooooooooooook. we cooked egg noodles ? charlotte started it. so i shared with her. its looks gross but it taste darm nice. hehehehehe. wah, collette like darm scary like that. when he come back cant even use com -.- but before that me, khali and char played hotel626 ! den tracy and collette watch tv. after playing long not scary anymore? camwhore a bit only -.- opps, forget to camwhore at the swimming pool ): other time still can go :D then tracy's mum fetch me to the mrt so i bused home (: other time then upload photos !
byebye, love (L)
i feel like giving up but then i also dont wish to as the impact is too great on me . now whats the right choice? idk. should i continue to ? now the only think i needs is you.


Thursday, May 14, 2009 - 6:10 PM

hahahas its been long since i post. okayy not really. feeling veh veh high now :D went Orchard just now as to meet mummy, aunty and cousin for shopping. so sad din go tifflin's hse as almost the whole clique went. -.- well, bourght a lot of things = spend money= no saving for june shopping spree. ! went isetan first den to fareast den to center point. lazy change, so wore the sch uni everywhere.
ytd went to T3. camwhore and slack there with Amanda, Tifflin , RachelLee , DJ. its was funny at the foodcourt. den me and amanda started taking our own photos. :D heh/. okay cut short.

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monday holiday. so went to ECP with Amanda , Tifflin, Jaime! we all was pissed with tifflin at first cos she was late by 35 mins? around there. den went to rent bicycle and go cycle until almost near the changi chalet there den stop and camwhore. :D
went to burgerking eat. amanda and jaime busy stealing food. lol. den went to acrade to DDR! played for about and hour den went home. okay should post pictures another time as my mum is nagging -.- irritatinf lehh! arhhhhh!
BYEBYEBYE
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finally pictures. but there is a lot more like 100 plus :X










Tuesday, May 12, 2009 - 10:34 AM

Now at Tifflin's hse with Amanda. :D YOYOYO, CHECK IT OUT. AMANDA HERE. HAHAHA.I LOVEEEEEEEEE JOLENE SEAH. she rock, of courswe. Tifflin sucks, of course. Jolene is eating her kinder joy. I just ate finish, and I feel so full now. Gonna vomit soon. *iielurbbseuuworhxzxz*, laughs. Kidding, I dont twit okay. :x Kk, I AM REALLY DAMN FULL AND GONNA VOMIT. So today had Maths Paper 1, was quite easy. I think I can achieve A? Haha, I'm refering to Jolene can achieve A. Maybe I can? Haha I dont know. Alright, Jolene.S shall continue typing now. (:

okay, tht was amanda's stupid random typing. arh now not at home so can post. hahas, waiting fer tifflin tan ting ting to upload the photos! arhhhhh. can't wait. AND i really really miss canoeing ): hope coach can let us paddle soon :D

btw, thanks Esther and Joey! i love love love you alot. best seniors ever okayyyyyyy.

love,JOLENEEEE!



Sunday, May 10, 2009 - 7:54 PM

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
BANNED...
i not gonna post until maths paper finish. nvrminddd will study hard fer maths as i wan A1 fer maths. wooooooooo :D that means i cannot post abt 2moro's outing): yay! cycling 2moro with bestfriends (L) ahahahas, jaime you are so correct! i gonna camwhore like siao :D sian, must wake up early tomorrow again -.-

and babeelovee, i'm missing you like crazy. life without you is just not the same, i hate the feeling. empty? lonely? i need you. i would always think of you especially when i am at Bedok R. let me have that you're there feeling again. 3 weeks, 2 days ):


Saturday, May 9, 2009 - 1:47 PM

Bedok Reservior > Tampines > Tifflin's hse > Home :D

morning meet Collette, Kimberlyn and Joey for our 4.3km run ! lol. today it was a bit slow cos have stupid cherry season. -.- started out super slow den catch up with joey and kimberlyn. collette run darm fast so like cannot catch up and anyway i was relax running :D completed the run :D i am so tempted to CANOE! ate at hans. din finish my food as i was darm full. Went Tifflin's hse after that. ahahas, slack and talk. hahas i tell you her bro is really darm funny okayxz. hehehhehe.

days without you is like hell. i'm not that far away from you. all i need is a sms or a phone call from you and i'll be happy. babeeyloveeee. imissyou . 3 weeks, 1 day!


Friday, May 8, 2009 - 2:23 PM

Helloooooooo :D today was lit paper :D i love lit larh. cos can score well ! hopefully can get my A1 fer lit. Was rushing like mad during the whole test even its like 2hour 15 mins ? is not even enought lur. i mean we have to like write 2 essays, 1PBQ with 2 parts, and one unseen poem PBQ also 2 parts ?!!? wthellxz where got enought time ? watever larh. So after exam went Parkway with Amanda sweetass. den Jaime and KayXi join us. went pastamania to eat (L) wahhlauu eat until darm full canxz. even thought is just one plate of pasta. me and Amanda ate creamy chicken (L) Jaime and KayXi ate dun know wad thats call but also creamy source. den went subway fer cookies. zomg fats again -.- anyway 2moro going to run with Collette and Joey. den also go see my AMC 19 ! Bused 31 back with amanda, and was playing DJ max the whole time. then came to vs the stop. 2 lower sec guys standing beside our seat den i heard one guy say to the other " wait ar, i sms you something". den he keep staring at us .-.- wahhlauu i play halfway den i look at him with the wth face. den we alighted. when they was walkinh towards the mrt one turn around and like say to his friend someting and turn and look at us .-.- we were laughing like mad okay . lol!

Tyty tifflin babe fer lending me yer DJ max! i love you to the core :D hahas, you should come parkway with us today. LOL!

oh boy, i really do miss you, cant imagine the days next time if i could not get to see you. i am feeling veh veh lonely and empty here without you. something is missing from my heart. hope can see you soon. D: 3 weeks alr.


Thursday, May 7, 2009 - 11:46 AM

Hello. hahas today first time come back so early as after history paper went to buy Donuts (L) again den come home le. 2moro got lit! must studyyy! i want my A1 fer literature :D oh ya and today i think i flunk my history paper, i give up history alr. was so happy was over :D seriously i dont really care if fail or pass cos i have given up alr! wthellxz i wan go express lehh ): later history pull me down i so gonna hate it foreverrrrrr !

6/5/09 !
ytd went tampines 1 again after school w amanda, tifflin, rachellee. went esprit to see see look look :D we like after exam but actually still have 3 papers D: i dun think i can get A1 fer science liao D: found out a few of my careless mistakes .zZz but nvrmindd must get A2 and must top the class fer science :D kay gonna studyy le.
byebyebyebyebyebye!

i just realise that without you i really cant go on. when ever i have no mood to do something you will always be my only motivation. Now, w/o you i feel as if something was not there. in my heart its empty. all the fake smiles and laughter was never real without you. Let me just see you again i would be more then happy. imissyou alotalot D:


Tuesday, May 5, 2009 - 4:47 PM

zomg, i love SCIENCE larh. suddenly become so fun liao :D cos today after sch stayed bck with amanda,jaime,tifflin to have extra revision of science, see so guai rite. LOL! it was funny becos before the so called lesson started me and amanda was "fighting" with her retarted toy and pencil case. den its jaime who go molest the laptop :x haha, so me and tifflin was doing the hot air rises and cool air sinks the action until we cannot concerntrade. but after all the playing we still got study okayxz. hahas, after sch library with amanda. wah, today is really my not study day. went to library saw some ex-temasekians. :D and amanda took so long just to fix her toy and den we talked and talked den study a bit only den go home -.- lols, i dun even think we got study lorrh. bourght donut (L) omg, so gonna run again to lose fats !



the retarted toys frm kinderJOY!
BYEBYEBYEBYE!
when can i see you again ): even this few days i'm not really thinking of you but still. i wan see you. just by looking at you my whole day will just brighten up :D imissyou. 2weeks,4days D:


Sunday, May 3, 2009 - 1:55 PM





and, I MISS ODAC D: !!!!! i wan training!
Studied the whole morning today! yay! :D finally i am focus on science not other subjects or other things. zomg, stupid dragonboat training thing is out! arhhh, darm it. i dun wan go larhhh. but if its canoeing i dun mind but DB, wth. eating kinderJOY! YAY! it so rock larh (: okay, now doing art den tonight study again :D
alrite people,
BYEBYEBYE!
& imissyou babeey.


Saturday, May 2, 2009 - 6:35 PM

sorry not posting fer long. cos was exam week and still got 2 mer weeks. D: nvrmind study hard!! den after that will play liao siao. morning meet up with collette at bedok reservior. for wad? to RUN! lol. ran i tink 4.5km? around there. saw tpjc training and coach saw us. got jealous of people training. D: went to look at our boat. :D after our run slack there and talk fer like 30mins. den went to Tampines 1 or 1 Tampines to eat SUBWAY (L)! really darm hell lots of people there. the queue darm long -.- eat meatball marinara (L)! and cookie! haha, but at lease better den macs then has mer fat contain. :X hahas, i miss canoeing D: i wan my AMC 19! bused 31 home. felt darm full so din eat lunch. now its studyy time! i wan my A1s!

YAY! iloveyou larh! you're the best, my dearr :D you face never fails to brighten up my day. iloveyou forever forever :D