Okay, i am currently going HYPER on msn talking to Kimberlyn, Joey and Charlotte. :D zomg, i've been doing stupid facebook love quiz and all the answer is all come to one direct point.
GO GET HIM. -.- hahahahahas, and charlotte wants to Hug me! lols, i am forcing Joey to study as i dun wan her quitting odac.... and me and Kimberlyn is talking abt how much we miss training ):
AMC 19 i miss you boat! i miss you paddle! i miss making ppl capsize! :X i miss all the FUN we had during training ): i think kimberlyn is going crazy abt her LGB. LOL! it sound like, ok i better not say or later she come kill me :X *
kimberlyn have mercy.* lol! okae, i am seriously going hyper!! :Dyay! I AM FINALLY STUDYING FER MY SCIENCE AND LIT AT THE SAme TIME! mulit-tasking IS FUN :D HOPE CAN GET AT LEASE 3 A1s! must must must! i still wanna go express okay! and i think i'll stop thinking abt ssys fer now. :DBYEEEEE!
sorry fer not posting the past few days. ytd i did somethink big. sent someone somethink big, really really important to me okay. now, i dun dare on my phone and feel scared when i hear the vibrations. D: its getting bad. i dun know who to turn to just too afraid of the true and too scared to face it. i really need you by my side but now, i dun think i have the courage to face it. i have gave you my last words, now, its up to you to decide. but before you say anythink this was suppost to be for you. babeeyloveee. STUDYYY TIME! STOP THINKING ABT SSYS!
24/4/09!Lessons on fridays was obviously bored. -.- except homecons, cos we finish our work so went to play games. played diner dash :D after school bedok KFC with Amanda,Tifflin, Rachel. so long nvr eat KFC suddenly eat so much felt fat ): and like there is gonna be a long break from training D: cannot grow fat!! was looking at the art exam paper and like " zomg, its darm difficult okay!" maybe i'll be doing on reflections or models. MYE is on monday!!! studyy time :D
EMDD!!!! YAY!!!!
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WAD DOES A SLACKER MEANS?????Rubbish post. watever -.- MP liabary after school with collette,charlotte,kimberlyn,khali :D suppost go there study end up doing nothing but slack there. only collette and kimberlyn studied -.-
well so was veh veh bored so decided to call him. LOL! i think he in school or something. zomg, later his phone kena confiscated :X and i haven even started studying and its like 6 days to MYE!! tuesdays without training are so bored. Bedok reservior confirm veh veh quite cus nationals over liao and i dun tink any school will be trainining there. and like wth,
i am half grounded -.- after that they went PP went obviously half grounded me cant go ): i dont care after MYE i gonna go out like siao, but provided theres no DB training or maybe i'll skip cus i really really hate dragonboating ): i wan go kbox! i wan ddr with sweetass,babe and jnjw! tomorrow is EMDD and so all sec 2s have to go fer the afternoon show. complusary. not going fer the night show as like no offence to those performing, i rather study. :D and yay! thursday start school at 8.25am!!!! 1 hour later :D i have to go study now.
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!
i'm currently having mixed feelings. scared. nevrous. hyper? crazy abt you. zomg, i was so scared just now. becos blahblahblahblah. i feel like screaming and crying my heart out? is tis gonna affect me? i have said wad i need to, now its all fer yer reply. its your choice, i not gonna force you or wad. well, if this is wad you wan, i'll just have to be veh veh honest with you.
Someone please understand how i feel. ): i feel as if its so lonely without seeing you. when will be the next time i will be able to see you? 3 months? 6 months? or maybe more? i really have no clue at all. TELL ME!
p.s. sorry people this is a sad post and angry.
was bored the whole day today. din go out. no one sms me. no one call. ): and like when i was using the computer halfway just now it blank off -.- den i have to like freaking restart the whole thing. hahas, finally after so lond i studied today :D some things i still not certain cos din go school fer 4 days last week wad. arrhhh.. MYE is in 1 week time?! and i haven really started to like really sit down and study ): and like i thing i'm starting to miss training ):
Yes, i know a break would be good fer us after training real hard fer the past few months, but still mr.J was like no training till further notice. and we all know wad that means. DRAGONBOAT?!?!?!?! i hate it okay. i miss canoeing, i miss my boat, i miss the happy times in training. i
must concerntrade on my studys now! i wan
65% and above fer MYE!!!!!why do i keep thinking of you these days, like as if i wont be able to see you again. i dont know wad i'll do if i dun get to see you. i will feel veh veh empty and like something is not complete inmy heart. i dun care wad others say abt you, i only wan YOU. i'm starting to miss you alr ):
ok now can blog abt ytd.
NATIONAL INTER-SCHOOLS CANOEING COMPETITON FINALS~~~~~
was racing 2 events todays, as both my 500m and 1000m got into finals(: had to race against charlotte & collette fer both events :D first was the 1000m, was event nubar 13. den our 500m was event 43. 30 events break yea. i felt tat our 1000m was so screw up larh. i did better fer the heats lor. watever cried after i got up. there goes my medal change. But den mr.J and coach said the same thing. forget abt this race, still have 1 more event. now people will think we're last but at lease we got into finals and was better den others who din even go finals. 500m came. din even do warm up go down le -.- at the startline, charlotte keep singing the lucky song. it kinda let my mind relax. (: so the finally our good first burst was back. first part was leading(: den slowly when i turn my head but still rowing saw temasek and CC in front. catch up like shit. in the end
lose to CGS by 25m and gotten 4th. ): my medal!!! haha at lease we win Bhss that we purposely lose to in the heats. even my medal change is really gone now, but as long as i knew i give my best ok liao (: and wth, temasek won both K2 1000m & 500m! -.- the rest of them did really well too yea(: soon~
prize presentation, CC,kim,dianty gotten double medal. and well done to Krystle and HueiXing fer achieving a medal in T2 event. after super long presentation finally was division giveout. fer the
C division girls in first we have CHIJ KATONG CONVENT! was darm happy, whole C div went up to take. (: the
first C division in KC's history to get CHAMPIONS !!! woooooo~~ Miss Lam went down too, she said that a party is gonna be trown fer us as we did so well. our B division came in 3rd overall.
WELL DONE KC ODAC :D had super long debrief. Lorry ride back to bedok reservior with Kim,Coll,Char,Tracy & Khali.
we wanna thanked coach fer helping us by correcting us during training and nurture us to be the overall C division CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!
Dinner went to Tampines.
had a small celebration there. went with kimberlyn,khali,collette,charlotte,tracy,joey,esther,daphne,sylvia,berlinda, (: Went to CS foodcourt to eat. halfway Daphne and Esther go toilet fer darm long. and they came back with a cake. they sunddenly said, this cake is to thanks you all fer the well done today, i am happy to be yer senior, joey got choke by tht. LOL! then esther added also to joey who done well and of cource berlinda and K4, (: after dinner cut cake. it was cookies and cream (L) there was one last piece left and kimberlyn took it and rub it on khali's face. so funny lar. den next she threw it at joey's hair. den stupid joey rub it on my arm. -.- it was a small cake fight. :D den went to 1 Tampines to buy frost the yogurt thing fer coach took the big big one and put candles on it. delever it to KFC to coach. den went back to 1 Tampines to shop and wanted to camwhore at the rooftop but not open yet ): den walk walk around. after tht nothing to do so go home lor. Bused 67 with esther. was talking abt QQ on the way bck. LOL! reach home at 9.30pm . ohhhh, nearly got scolded frm parents, but i said we went to celebreate oue victory. so yay! ytd was the best day ever. we was even more bonded after ytd outing.
Well done KC ODAC, i never regretting joining odac, its the best cca ever ok! you'll regret if you dun join its the bonded and most enjoyable cca ever!
loves,JOLENEEE
ILOVEODAC :DILOVEYOU, ssys (L)ILOVE KHALI,KIMBERLYN AND COMPANY who helped me just now :DILOVE my beloved senoirs, DAPHNE ONG AND ESTHER LING! who surprise us by buying us cake just now and celabrating our victory !!shall blogged abt the rest 2moro as there is a long story to talk abt (: ODAC is the BESTEST cca you can ever have! Ifi din join odac i would not have come so far.!
NATIONALS INTER-SCHOOL CANOEING COMPETITON ( day 2, 3)
15/4/09!
ytd was 500m heats. firstly congrats to all who gotta into semis and finals! Well Done KC ODAC! It rained halfway. so the whole vent delayed by 2 hours?!?! so played WC taiti and slap Jack. its fun but somehow i was sitting in a veh weird position so also sun know how i get backache when i try get up. when to tell coach, he was like wad you do? idk also. den lucky my race is heat 2 or not sure last. before going down, christine help me rub the heat rub. it was DARM HOT okay!?!? i was like "screaming" like hell. went down still yawning. i tink i only gave in 60%. so obvious, but still got into finals! hahahahas, finals, gonna give in 101% and give my competitors a suprise. :D
16/4/09!
semi finals today. went down to slack and cheer fer those racing. ended veh early today. after that went Toh Payoh fer Subway (L) . ate with collette,kimberlyn,tracy,charlotte,meiyee,dianty,esther,yijin and sonya. after lunch went to this retarted HDB housing center. we actually can spend so long there. slight camwhore and laugh like crazy. den esther was like " i wan buy hse, we all stay together" she say until darm funny. trained to Kalland and bused 12 home :D
YAH! YAY! YAY! i am super happy because my both events is in finals! and and and SSYS came today! wah, the smile in his face brighten up my day. seriously. (L) sec ones started to flirt -.- but not hot one :X gonna give my 101% 2moro :D
ALL THE WAY FER FINALS TOMORROW!
NATIONALS INTER-SCHOOLS CANOEING COMPETITION!!! (first day)morning went school first. meet Amanda and Tifflin in the early bus :D reach sch went to canteen with Char and Khali to make the glucose thing. brought breakfast. transport to MacRitchi. wahhlauu that bus driver went wrong way and ended up taking 1 hour to reach there -.- WTH. then race went on and on. finally came to my race. suprisingly me and tracy was quite relax. so we waited darm long fer our race becus temasek haven come. the starter was darm pissed with temasek and wanted to start without them. cgs was darm noisey. got third in our heats. went stright to
FINALS!! YAY! YAY! YAY! was so scared after our race as i thought we got 4th i alsmost burst out. after came up, coach told us we can do better cus we going finals (: so my face turn to happy face :D i did a really BIG mistake. i stopped paddling even we haven complete the race. cus i thought we past alr. never happen be4 okay! maybe i was just too scared. went to cafe after CC's race. played WC taiti and slap Jack there.
so fun okay. den went back packed up. toh payoh fer dinner. ate waffle with ice tea (: porpular cus they wanted to go. trained to Kallang. waited fr bus 12 fer 40 mins and so it was darm late so i just went up the 2. lucky i went up cos they all still waiting there when i'm reaching home. feel sorry fer them.
2moro our 500m must do better den our NJCC finals timing. aiming to get 1 or 2 fer the heats. should be can larh. Tracy we can do it! just like today (:SSYS: get well soon okay. even thought you nvr come today, i still miss you okay. felt sad that the person who replace you gotten last?! if it was you comfirm will do better lorh. watever. just hurry recover and come 2moro!
Okay i think there is another
17 hours more to my race! arhhhh! i am so freaking scared okay. yes, i know i should be metally prepared but i am still nevrous. D: How can i overcome this problem?! hello? its like 2moro the 1000m race ?!?!?!?!?!? thanks Tracy dear K2 partner & June goodfriend fer the easter eggs (: i ate june's in class :X after sch sat fer Literature test at the foyer. Khali waited fer me as we going Bedok to buy glocose. bourght
ORANGE flavoured. as there was o strawberry. it cost $4.80 so people sharing pay me bck 60 cents 2 moro.! Idun wanna skip lesson. MYE is coming ):
yay! 4 days inter-schools. SSYS, iloveyou <3>
Last training was gone ): so the next time we go paddle in Mac Ritchi reservior is our 1000m race! ahhhhhh! i am darm scared now okay. So far the only time we timed our 1000m was on sat and we din give in our 100% so its like darm screw up cos starting part i alr tap once. ): my busting kinda dropped frm NJCC ): cannot!! must be better :D
timing was 5.38 ): *crieds. training ended early as we went there to weight boats and den go light water practise. Subway at ToPayoh with collette,charlotte,kimberlyn,tracy,khali,huiying & ashley. ate until darm messy :X LOL! trained to Kallang den bused 12 with kim,char,coll,tracy. HOME. vehveh tired ):
i am so freaking scared now, cus my
both event have no semi-finals! its like
top 3 stright finals and the rest OUT. arhhhhh!!!! but somehow i got a feeling my 1000m got mer hope. even there are 6 boats! our 500m only got 5 boats but stilll but get into finals ! no matter wad it takes, i give in my 101% fer all my races.
Happy B'day Jaime Ng Jing Wen! i love you alot alot (: even thought you are in malaysia, i miss you alrite.
i had come to a conclusion. i shall not be borthered by all the difficulties i'm facing now. should look forward and never look back on all the sad stuff. and thanks all my great friends who cared, and encouraged me throught my most difficult times. ILY all (:
now, its to concertrade on my studies and races. 2moro is my last training, i'll mak it the last and good training. will remember wad coach, jonathan, weekang said and corrected mt strokes. i wan go stright finals fer both my 1000m and 500m event. i believe if we try our best and focus we can do it. rite partner(tracy)?
JOLENE IS
NOT LONELY W/O HER FRIENDS!
even thought i dont have you by my side, i will still go on and not giving up. but i only hope to be with you and that will be all i want. even though i feel empty but its better den feeling both empty and lonely especially w/o friends. i also wish you all the best in your race (:
Have not been blogging lately as no mood. morning miss the bus so meet amanda in school. lessons was the same. Jaime left early during recess as she going bck malaysia. ): nobody to random hi on msn D: training. did 1 set of 1000m and 1 500m. capped during 1000m tryout at around the 300m point there and the time was like 4.30? suck okay. after that din know why i just din have the mood to row. it seems that my sorrows and feelings cant be vent during training now. wetn to payoh dinner with sec 2s and seniors. home. veh veh worn outttt !
i
may be laughting my ass of in front of friends and family. but deep inside no one understands me, i am just like a empty and lonely person, no body cares nobody worries. i seriously dont know wads happening to me. maybe i;m just having some emotional setback. i wan to overcome it.there are loads of things running through my head.1) studys? can i cope?2)canoeing? am i able to do well in my races?3)you. its hard to explain? 4)or am i just thinking too much?
Today was quite a rushing day fer me. morning meet Amanda and Tifflin in bus. rush to classroom put bags down den change. lalala morning exercise walk with Jaime as i dun feel like running. after sch waited fer that Kimberlyn to do her art -.- den parkway with her and Collette to get someone's present. :D Saw quite a lot of people at parkway, primary sch friends, classmates. LOL!!
Went home. change again, prepared to go Bedok Reservior to run with Collotte :D ran 3km (: hahas, i think it was darm fast to run with her. LOL!
i (L) Collette!!p.s. i saw SSYS, zomg!! ssys cut hair ):i prefer ssys in last time hair style, but now onyl a little shorter.arrhhh!!! 2moro will see again :Dand i think i kinda flunk my maths Ca2 ): i wan 70% fer ca2 okay!!! must study hard. real hard. CCA is taking too much of my time. 4 times a week? 4 days skip sch fer nationals? no good! I DUN WAN SKIP LESSONS!!!! ): shall just work extra hard :D
Happy Birthday Dear Ginaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! !!
i love you load load kay. stay chio horr my prettaye chio bu :D hehehe.
and 3 years of friendships (: i love you okokok!
Photos fer NJCC is finally out!
there should be some more but all these nice enought. some is too ugly so din wanna upload here. anyway thanks HuiYing fer the photos. :D
(most of it here its me and tracy and of course of boat, TIGER K2!)
i
(L) canoeing !
Hellos people. morning din go training D: but nvrmindd maybe 2moro morning going to run with Collette :D Morning go this place veh veh hot. i like cannot breath cus so stuffy!!! went Madai and Tampines to do my grandmother the thing. i was sleeping in the car on the way there :D the aircon so shuang, den go down so freaking hot!!
and
JAIME NG JING WEN! you are darm nonsence okay! but hahaha thanks fer keeping my tagboard alive! lol(: but i still love you lar :DKimberlyn! i love you too :D
with love,JOLENEEEEE
all i ever wanted is you. i can give up everythink just to get you. without you, i am feeling lost and empty not knowing wad to do. even my bestfriends cant help me. but i love them still. but you. yes, you is all i need. that can change me or even make me into a different person. April is here. i hope wads said should come true.
To Tifflin,Amanda,Jaime,June,Sonia,Nadia,Collette ! : thanks alot alot. i really love you all kay. thanks fer being there fer me. i (L) you all!
To Kimberlyn: i not so petty k! angry with you fer wad. watever you're thinking. -.- at lease now you're far better den popcorn. its a compliment k.
